Changes...

I've been through many changes in a little more than 2 years and again there are changes in the wind.  By the end of this year I can predict three possible changes with certainty.  First will be when I have surgery on my foot.  There will be a home health aid to help Louie for at least the first 2 weeks and the family will have to help with Louie's care and basic chores. Next will be Austin going off to college and changing his room into a partial craft/sewing room.  Of course, it will still have his bed and some of his things in there, but I want a place to put my sewing machine and other crafty items.  Finally, Becky moving out.  Either she'll get disability from Social Security or a job so she'll be able to get a place of her own.  Both her and I need for her to be living independently. 

Another possible change could be with Louie.  Today not only did he have a seizure, but his blood sugar readings were above 600.  Don't know if this is an isolated incident or if this is a warning that something new is developing.  If it's something new it doesn't seem good.  Time to get back to the doctor and check it out.

I've always said I hated change and lately have been truly plagued by it.  Please can be just get to a place where my life can again be stable and not changing so often.  Dull and boring sounds so good!  I'm tired!