Life Sucks

One of those days.  Nothing I do is right.  I can't 'fix' anything.  Everything around me is falling apart including me.  Louie's physical condition is deteriorating and his mental abilities are slipping fast.  More bad days than good.  Becky isn't even trying to get better, just wallowing in self pity.  I think she can do more than what she is doing, but perhaps I'm wrong.  Why is this family so-o fucked up?  Really bad day, hopefully I'll get up tomorrow and I'll be in a better place emotionally.