As I continue my journey called life I wonder what is coming next. I've experienced all types of emotions recently from sadness to happiness, from disappointment to hopefulness, from anger to acceptance.  Never a day passes that I'm not bombarded with many different emotions and doubts.  I'm still in the grieving process and I'd like to someday soon not be reminded of my loss so often.  It's like being stalked and never knowing when it's ugly head will appear.  A part of my heart will always be broken and as the days turn into weeks and months the sharpness of the pain grows less.  I have found happiness again for the most part.  Strange but I also have discovered that I have also found some of the insecurity I once had experienced.  My journey now is to heal myself and go on to experience happiness more.  I'm not sure how but perhaps the next chapter will be the best,  if not then I'll have to design another that'll be even better.